28 Dec 2011

I belong...

I belong to you
I belong to the night
You brighten up my sky
Like the dimly lit moon light

You're my home
Waiting with your arms wide open
You've accepted me 
Even though I was broken

Cut me through 
With the right incision
I wish I could've lived longer
To make the right decision

But what is right and what is wrong?
When there's nothing else that i can hold on.


23 Dec 2011

Yeniden Canlanmak

O'nunla var olan hayat gibi sanki.

Yanlislikla dinledigim bi sarki beni gercekten bu duruma dusurebilir mi? diye dusunmeye zaman kalmamisken yeniden giri verdin kalbime.
Cok ilginc.

Kalbimin attigini yeniden hissedebiliyorum.
Sanki hislerimin guc kaynagisin ve sensiz butun duvarlarimi yeniden oruyorum, oracikta.
Okadar hizli, okadar kolay oluyor ki ben bile bunun farkina varmiyorum.

Nesin sen?!

Ne hakla benim dunyamin gunesi olabiliyorsun?
Nasil olduda seninle yeniden hayata isiniyorum?

Bu sefer duvarlarimi okadar saglam ormustum ki, seni dusundugumde yumusayan kalbim bu sefer beklenmeyen, 
nerden geldigi bilinmeyen bir anahtarla acildi.

Ne annemin favorisi, ne de babamin benim icin sececegi birisin belkide.

Neyse ne iste, 
Biz daha bitmedik,
Cunku sen ile ben daha yasamadik.

Hosgeldin.Yine.




17 Dec 2011

Those Days


Earthy eyes that once made me drown in an ocean,
Now i float towards the surface looking at the sky.
Feeling the heat of the sun,
Leaving the cold to my feet,
There's still a piece of me busy asleep.

16 Dec 2011

Sen misin O bikan?

Bana gercekten biseyler oluyor...

Korkuyorum, 
kendimden, dusuncelerimden, yapabileceklerimden.

Utaniyorum,
kendimden, dusuncelerimden, yapabileceklerimden.

Yillardir sevdigin, bekledigin, O'nun icin herseyi yapmaya hazirken butun istediklerin yerine geliyor.
Ama 5. ay'a gelmeden ayriligi dusunuyorsun...

NE BU SIMDI?!

Bazilari takintiydi, olunca bitti diyor.
Ama ben ise problem O diyorum.
O'nu gercekten seviyorum, ama ...

Bilmiyorum.


Bu durumuma uyan sarki ... The Rolling Stones - Angie

7 Dec 2011

Jim & Paolo

Hopeless, begging
For something I had been longing and wishing, nothing could stop me from wanting
No joy, free will,
Do you remember the twenty-eight of december
Cause baby

My eyes had seen all the tears
Struggled through the storm in years
We were only just fifteen 
But already ripped in black jean
The white snow came and it took away
My sight oh baby cause you were the only thing I could see

You stayed, from five,
When you left I knew that something was already in me missing,
And I knew, you were, 
Gonna be a part of my, me, at the time it felt so funny.

Back then
you didn't have a look alike
Then you grew up to have Jim's charisma
Paolo's face, reminiscing his youth.
It wasn't your lips that got me with your entrance, I don't think it was your eyes either.
I felt what I felt and then I fell further.


My eyes had seen all the tears
Struggled through the storm in years
We were only just fifteen 
But already broken in black jean
The white snow came and it took away
My sight oh baby cause you were the only thing I could see

Illuminated, with your love
We're still alive, after running the streets full of cars
I've taken all the risks to be with you and I'll take all the risks possible.
And one day, if we die hand in hand,
Know that there will be a last smile with my exit.

My eyes had seen all the tears
Struggled through the storm in years
We were only just fifteen 
But already broken in black jean
The white snow came and it took away
My sight oh baby cause you were the only thing I could see.



5 Dec 2011

The Dream Never Seen

the ice created an ice rink underneath
as my feet slides, through i see
how easy it is to fall and get your soul broken

no hands there to help you out
you stay and wait but freeze in the dark
its all cold but then you wake up

you are the sweetest dream i've never dreamt of
cause its a beautiful day
and my eyes are wide open

you have the sweetest scent that i can't waste
cause its a beautiful night
and my eyes are wide open again

the earth cried for the rain
as i cried from the pain
oh my mind was blank and i was losing myself

it was a lonely time as tears fell in the dark
and i hugged an imaginary soul but i felt
one i thought i had imagined then i woke up

you are the sweetest dream i've never dreamt of
cause its a beautiful day
and my eyes are wide open

you have the sweetest scent that i can't waste
cause its a beautiful night
and my eyes are wide open again